THE SAILOR YOU PROMISED TO BE

In those mighty books I've read,

the urge to travel is often delivered,



In those mighty books that I've read...

great men speak of their adventures and

their discoveries till then not said.



I silently wondered if it were all true,

if someone would make me feel all that too!



As days passed by, i took a stroll,

along the beaches on the sand,

every grain of sand told me a story,

that once they had travelled deep into the sea,

and saw more than what great men often said.

and that they've seen more than what I've read.



while i chuckled and said,

what makes them great is their patience,

and the mere fact that they waited,

and i shall wait until i make it...



i watched the sunset and then i walked away,

for i knew tomorrow was just another day.

i marked the counting days on stone,

waited until the day u came,

i saw u walk on friendly sand,

you smiled at me and told me tales,

and lives beyond the clouds i see,

and that u called it horizon,

thus unleashing the urge in me.



you promised me that you'll take me too,

To the great lands that i dreamt all through,

You said you'll stand by me,

i remember ...oh! i heard u say,

"you'll be there for me,come what may"



You promised to teach me how to sail,

and caution me if i fail.



Then came the day i feared the most,

i saw your ship it sailed away,

i tried to touch the water again,

i was still on sand and you were far away,

i ran to u and cried of help,

and sat on the sand and watched you sail.





Then i remembered what great men said,

"let not your dreams deceive you all",

for now i knew man only lived in a unwaged way,

while all of us come just to go away.



while i shed a silent tear , i could watch u move far away,

i saw the sands, knew what they said,

"it all Begin's whilst the ending anyway".



but now i have more to say....



My sailor don't you leave me again,

it's too painful to watch u leave,

be the sailor you promised to be,

don't know to me when u want to go away.



cause one day like the friendly sand,

that travelled beyond the horizon,

and seen every brook and bay,

you will also come back and rest here anyway.



In spite of all that you did to me,

though my eyes forever would search for thee,

trust the mighty ocean, trust in me,

i love my dreams and i love thee.

And i love the sailor you promised to be.

I wish you "Bon voyage".



-B.spandana priya

AFFIRMATION

it's for ya!!

Last night while I was tryin to get some sleep,

I tried to recall a argument,

For wat I’ve been to you and wat u’ve been to me,

As if u were a dream that I try to sketch each night,

The man ,the wonder or the knight.

Last night while I was tossing away , while I was tryin to get some sleep,

I searched for the feel of your skin,

For I’ve been tryin to smell you, to feel you caress me in sleep,

As if you were an angel, that would stay with me forever,

The thought ,the fact or the pain.

Last night while I was dreaming, I was still wide-awake,

Then I realized I wasn’t any late, for I spent the whole night sketching,

That u were there for me and it wasn’t just a dream.

As if my inner voice knows what it need’s,

The world, the love and the care

Last night while I was dreaming, I realized that thing’s aren’t the same anymore

But baby you should know,

For one day I gotta face it, you aren’t just a dream,

You are a part of me tha's t left things unseen …

As if u existed, and I can breathe you whole,

The dad , the mom and the friend

That you’ve always been

Last night I realized, while I was wandering in my thought’s

U are the need I cherish, u are the need I need,

And some day if I hurt u, u need to know it,

That it’s nothing that I mean.

As if the time is teaching , no man had never been,

Anything than the fact of wat he’s always been….

I don’t know if I haunt u, or toss u while u sleep ,

All you need to know is , you’re still the person ,

So splendid with his thought’s, so true and factual

I know u’ll never hurt me, for wat ever that may seem.

U are the person I think of, yes! You put me to sleep ,

You’re there no matter when I want u,

For u’re the one that rock’s….

Like a baby that I mean…..

As if u are the angel

OH !!! yes you put me to sleep.

ur answer

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when in love u dun realise being the butterly>>

i know.. its the same on either sides!


BUT LUV THE SOnG... its beautiful

Butterfly lyrics
When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

[Chorus:]
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

[Chorus]

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

[Chorus]

So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

look thru the lines!!!

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain


An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine


So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

!!Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

streachhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

long time.. i wrote something... may be because life suddenly is so perfect that i hardly wanna crib about anything, and when i say anything.. i so much mean somethings that i usually come here to crib about..." no man is a human being".... and guess what" i almost saw something"... hehehe... i know all seems trench and Creek to you all... but i'm here to tell someone something... perhaps that person's got a clue by now... WHAT SAY ??

It's definitely so much like a fairy tale....nah nah nah .. i am under-ratin it....i mean a fable... duh ... I feel like snow white.. " mirror mirror on the wall, tell me i'm the happiest of all......."... aaOuccchhhh u kiddin me O wat??? huh!!.. u r like a hurricane.. that just passed by........


duh duh duh
.... u know wat i need time.. i'll write about wateva i want to laters... but for now...
keep chekin...
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


( u know when to chek next)...
SoOO much in love with u....
*** u know who u are***

ipod mania

well, early in the mornin after a warm trip to the gym... i suddenly come across this basically cute guy.... who is joggin while the iPOd is doin all the work... i am jealous ... give him a stare.... and a grin and keep walking wishin i had one....and while i am just on the way.... there it is... the autorikshaw with words that peirce into ur head and make u wonder... what on heavenly earth could this be? i’ve seen is almost a thousand times but never did i chek it out......
if you are wonderin wat was inscribed on


the back?... it was " mouthshut.com" looks like a funny way of advertisin i reckoned ..... and when i’m back home.. and am jobless...i log intO the usual orkut and blog space.... and suddenly something flashes... oh yeah lemme chek mouthshut...and here iam.....
while i enroll myself in this website and scroll through the number of pages.... and find this beautiful offer... write a reveiw....!!and there are possiblities of you winning an ipod. i tell myself... oh! stop being obtuse.. all this is nothing but media gimmick....while i am just loggin off... i am spellbound with the number of winner’s and begin to think i should give this a try.... now... i wonder about what i should write a reveiw about?? and here i am... writin about the consecrated , unpredictable , most fantasized , I POD.
may be in a few years to come by we’d all see ipOd’d in a party, people will dedicate songs through the iPOd’s


IpOd in the lane, ipOd in the rain
IpOd in the school, oh! yeah they rule,
ipOd in the mall’s, ipOd in the stall’s,
iPOd when u bored, songs that are stored,
ipod here, i pod there , IPoD!iPOD everywhere,
tv’s replaced by iPOD,
radiO’ replaced by ipod’s,
ipod here, ipod there ,ipod ipod everywhere!!!!

this would probably be a nursery rhyme soOn... will u beleive this? times have changed, sO have need’s... something that was fettish a whiile ago.. becomes the needed now, well rememba? when i was in primary school a mobile was hardly famous... people who carried it were loOked upon... but now everyone carries it....i’d wanna share this funny incident..

( 2 caller’s me and x , while x-is a milk man , who is supposed to bring his holy cow for some relegious function)
x’s fone rings
* after the phone is answer’d*
x: HUHyeLLo"
(the persoN knows it’s me thanks tO the caller id)
Me: enga irkinge??( where are u?)
x:wruaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah( that funny noise the cow makes)...inge dan irkane ( iam here only)
(i’m wonederin whO is talkin)
me: correct a solluga enge?( tell me exactly where are u?)
x:wruaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawruaaaaaah ugga apratments kitiye ( near ur apartment)
so confused....
sudeenly i hear wruaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah again now "its on the fone Or reality" god knows ... wateva it is... i am all confused , what say? and i turn arOund....and see then Mr.cow and mr.x , and still he replies, ok a madam!!! enga ponum ippo( is it ok madam? wher do we have to go?) ..... and I freak up hang the call... ( wonder wow.... wow reality is so much a set of roadio waves!!! and thanks tO cell phones)
Its 3 months since this event,loads of things have changed , i’ve turned 18, came back to bangalore !!! but the doubt is still unpredictable... was it the COw or the man?!!

And now i guess its all gonna be iPod’s.. and the amount of space it offers.... yesterday while i was talkin to my mom about this biddin on ebay.com it was an ipod we were all biddin for and went with 450 bucks while there were binnding’s startin frm just 50 , then i told her about a funny incident ,and friend of mine mr.vin was online.. and we were chatting about andoer cute friend of mine MR.B... i told viO ( Online) that b and i are gettin married and that we aint invitin anyone but cause we both met cause of him i’d be more than honoured tO invite him.... and that if he could’n make it for my weddin.. there is always another chance, come on the divorce day and yessssssssssssss!! I told him ipods as a gift anytime accepted.... my mom freaked up... are u kiddin me? and i made it clear it was just a joke...


imagine? a persOn judging wat is ur capacity by seeing the no’ of ipod’s and the space they’ve?
proplbly two kids will have a conversation like this

kid1: u know wat i had 2 ipod’s ,80 gb and lcd screen, and dad just gave me anoder one cause i scored the higest in the class... im gOnna record the lectured tOO...
kid 2: I know.. u won scored 3 marks more.. and i missed an iPod.... anyways i already have sO many.. may be i’d ask dady for a play station or an x-box!!


now i know this is enough.... u can have ur own time, thinkin of a load many oder events....cyahO, hope my mom gives me an ipod ... my bday aint tOo far u see....who knows the luck is luckier to be with me than ever?



peace....
iPod dreams AND have a nice musical day!
lol
blablaspan